变了？

也许，人越大，看人的心的最越来越清澈。

我在想，也许人若是不用看到那么的清澈可能友情会更加的稳固。

但现在的我，看人就是越来越清澈，越来越不想再那么容易信任人了。。。

家

呆会要上火车回去金宝了~突然间，有点不舍得我的家的感觉。也许在外面混了2年，到头来还是觉得家是最暖的避风港。

只因为当累了，有人慰问你：“你累了吗？是时候休息了咯～不要累坏了．．．＂

当放弃了，会有个人来和你分担。。。

当哭时，此终会有人在你的身边守护着你。。。

那人就是－家人。

在两年前的我，我还是对外面的世界包着美好的心态～觉得外面的世界是最好的！也因此，忽略了家人对我的关怀。反之，我还漠视家人的关心。。。当妈妈煮些饭菜，我还嫌东嫌西丝毫不体谅妈妈的辛苦。还记得，姐姐告诉我：“当你出到去外头，你就会知道家里的饭菜是多么的可贵了。”我那时还不明白姐姐的意思，现在我明白了！

真的很可贵，

因为妈妈是永远最懂孩子心和口味的人。

现在的我，外面就算有多么贵的食物，也比不上我妈妈亲自为我煮的一碗面。。。

至于爸爸，

以前的我会在心里嘀咕抱怨爸爸不疼我，原来我错了！

是他听我说我要一辆脚车，他不怕辛苦的帮我从

一辆普通的脚车改良到一辆特别脚车～只因为怕我辛苦的说。我说，我要什么，只要在他能力以内，爸爸都能实现我的愿望！虽然爸爸不会说笑，但我知道他是个传统的老爸，对孩子的爱永远在心里～

２位姐姐和哥哥和嫂嫂，

虽然长大的过程，有吵架，但是我还是很明确的知道他们各个都是很疼我。不大让我受伤，处处为我着想。有时想想，虽然这有点不好，但是也是他们疼我的证据哦。@（^0^）

突然间，我觉得我好幸福。。。

虽然我没有一个富有财富的家，但我有个温馨的小家～

我喜欢这种淡淡的幸福味道～

我爱你们。。。我的家。

无理取闹

下星期要大考了，我的焦虑症又发作了~这次我的焦虑症似乎更加的严重噜...想法更加偏激些但是毫不影响我的观察和想法。

在这次的study week比较特别因为我人在kl~但是坦言直说，我后悔了！我宁愿在金宝读书因为在家毕金宝更需要focus and concentrate。不过，我庆幸的是我在家，要不然我的妈妈出国留爸爸孤零零了。在家，我看到了很多令我发怒的事务！但是我不想说免得伤和气。最后憋在心里，结果你应该是想到了吧~就是爆发！

理由：自我，骄傲，暴躁，懒散，不尊老。。。！！！！

要我不发脾气吗？不过，我最终还是笑笑得对着他说了些话，让他气咋咋~XD

有时却为他担心未来，这却让我感觉皇帝不急，太监急！也许他是时候成长，但是却在庇护中成长而被限制了~他望着过去，埋怨过去，乐于现状但却忘了未来。。。“随他吧~“有时我的另个我说了这句话！“不行，让他知道吧”，另个我又有了自各的想法~

无论怎样，希望他能觉悟。。。

我，

在心中有了一个定案了。。。。

Mystery Plays

Whisper~~

The Mystery Plays will held on this saturday,8am morning.However , I feel a bit guilty for my friends and commitees because I cannot attend the event because of personal issues i need to rush back to KL.haiz...

At here, I would like to appreciate to Jianlong,Jelwin Ho, Peggy, SheueLih, ShingYee, Bryan Tan,Pinlee,SiewLi,Allison,Winnie and Yeehong to lend me their helpful hand to let the event can held with successfully...

Thank you...

our promotion skull...LOL

ignorance

I had ignored my blog here.Sorry...
Maybe it had been ignoring by someone, but i never.

ok,
Final exam is coming soon, I feel a bit stress but I need to adjust it since last time I too nervous and caused my performance drop to the hell.Luckily still can be recover and pull it up from last semester.So i will tell and remind myself:" you can do it! Just remember know how to release yourself well...' Yes,I know I can do that~GAMbateh!

So far,
I had discovered many unexpected happen was happenning around me.
my friend break up with his/her bf/gf who already stay together for 4 year long...
Buddy stay together with her expeceted guy...
my good friend feel down since she feel she is getting ignored by somebody else...
and etc...

life is like a drama...

I am watching other else acting in their life and me also....

Just...

depend who is acting successfully in his/her life .........

Last Day!

today is my last day to stay relax for CNy...555...

Seems like the time pass so fast....do you feel so?

My english

ok...I don't know how to said.But that was the fact that i had faced now.

I get Band 2 in Malaysia University English Test (MUET)..that's mean FAIL.
After someone explained to me about Band 2 is for those persons who are fail to express their feeling,mind or idea; cannot write a proper structure [mean translation from his/her own mother languages.] and cannot speak well in a full sentence..

Am I?

So, I very doubted to my English level.

Let's me briefly explain about Muet examination how it process..
Muet divided into 3 sections,including speaking, writing and listening.

For the section speaking and listening , I can sure no too much problem to my friends and me. But for the listening section, I was shocked when I saw around 100-200 people stay together in a big hall which with the 4 speakers surrounding. So,exam began with a radio with 4 speakers, and the sound reflection was caused us can't get the answer properly. What we heard was just the sound of “ommm....haha...ommm..". Even the top students- My friends, also said she /he just only can received 30% from the message.=.=

haiz...

For the result, some of my friends get same result as me and some my friends who pro in english just also get band 3.What the...><><

hmm...but now,cannot said anything.
Accept and re-try next time...

How are you?

hi~my friend,how are you?that was a long time I didn't see you, did you miss me so far?hehe..=P

I just went to pasar malam and my brother was bought me a hub which is the mini4port in mouse size with orange colour~~^^that is so cute.Of course I have bought a small fan because in last 2 sems, some of us as the student had faced a problem which is the hot atmophere for a lecture or tutorial class...>,<...ONe word-SUffer-during we have the class...AHhhhh~~PLease imagine, you are having a class in a room with the high temperature and contain around 100-150people in a same room...that phenomena looks like a chicken container with a hundred and thousand chickens insides it...lol...My cute mouse hub and fan fan...

However,I miss the periods so much...

My result was came out in last thurday,
hmm..so far it is still ok lu...I get 1A- and 1B+ for both subjects..I hope i still can maintain the good result in every semesters^^

The night is not allow me to continue write anymore...I need to go bed now...
Good NIght...Friend..

Happy new Year!

hoho!Happy new year,everyone~~~did you had count down for the new year coming?For me, I just stayed at house with parent and sister-in-law and did nothing special for the count down section.

I think that was also enjoyable althought most of the young generation went out with buddies or gangs to somewhere crowded and celebrate together to welcome the 2010 is coming. I decided to try so but for me to choose between them, I will more prefer I welcome my new year without too many noise sound...am I a weird person?:S

so ~What did you planned for the new year?

I am going to plan and work it out in 2010 such as, I need to try to achieve my target which to get 3.5 and above. Don't worry me,buddy, I will handle the pressure well enought when I am going to achieve my goal.Just try my best to did it.

Anyway~

HAppy New yeaR to you aLL o~^^